So obviously I am really bad at updating this thing. Mostly it is because I don't want endless iterations of "School was boring, I'm fine, etc., etc.", but also I've just fallen out of the habit of blogging.
I am -- not okay right now. I'm hoping it's a hormonal thing, because my period is not kind to me. We'll see.
Gonna try & shut off the internet for a few days & just........ think & re-evaluate. I'm reaching the end of my grace period; at most I have about a year left of my undergrad, and then it's the big bad world. And god, I'm scared, and it's so easy to just turtle up, but --
What happened to that ambitious kid I was, anyway?
I am -- not okay right now. I'm hoping it's a hormonal thing, because my period is not kind to me. We'll see.
Gonna try & shut off the internet for a few days & just........ think & re-evaluate. I'm reaching the end of my grace period; at most I have about a year left of my undergrad, and then it's the big bad world. And god, I'm scared, and it's so easy to just turtle up, but --
What happened to that ambitious kid I was, anyway?
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